~感触~

上个星期,我因为不小心扭到脖子和背后,妈妈带我去按摩了
嗯,第一次按摩耶... 几不好意思一下,因为要脱光衣服...>.<...哈哈
但是后来习惯了

今天不是要写我被按摩的有多舒服,
只是,当天,有很深的感触......

老板娘当天带着一个小女孩,9岁的小女孩..
老板娘说是她朋友的女儿, 本来也没觉得什么... 也许老板娘只是带小女孩出来玩...
但是后来知道说,小女孩的妈妈去了新加坡工作,
留下来的,只是小女孩跟她外婆,2个相依为命...

由于时候已经不早了,店里只剩下老板娘,小女孩,我,跟我妈妈...
妈妈在另一张床躺着,休息..
而我做按摩...

突然,就听到外面传来了小女孩的哭声...
她哭到很惨.. 很想他的妈妈...
老板娘并没出去安慰她,只跟我们说:"让她哭吧,这样她才能尽力的发泄"

她哭了好久好久...
我们在里面听了,都感到心酸...

她来自个单亲家庭,
她从小就跟外婆相依为命, 妈妈到新加坡工作,
爸爸... 听说不久前去世了..

当时,真的很想帮这个小女孩
但是却不懂怎么帮她...
真的觉得很惭愧...

听了她的遭遇,她的情况,
真的很大的感触...

能够活在一个正常家庭了, 是一种幸福
虽然家里每次吵吵闹闹, 但是,这个,算是一种福气吧
人总是很会埋怨, 不懂的珍惜身边有的一切

不要再埋怨我们没有什么,
而想想看,我们身边拥有什么...

~1st time in my ACCA history~

1st time in my ACCA history, (of cz not including CAT la..).. i passed all 3 of my Papers for December 08 exam..hehez~~~

Well, last sitting, was quite tough for me,
F4, Law
F8, Audit
P1, Professional Accountant

All bulky papers for last sitting n honestly, i really do not have much confidence at all, still thought tat i would only pass 1 or 2 papers...

But 2day, results out, hahaha..~ I PASSED!!

F4 was the paper i used to hate, (now still hate)... n this is the 3rd attempt for my F4, 1st time, i failed, 2nd time resit, didnt study at all, jz 'chiong' to exam...hahaha~~~
3rd time, this time, i really sit down n study, attended classes... n, yea, i passed...

So, there's no miracle in ACCA, not like CAT, only hardwork will lead to success...hahahaz
All the best to my fellow friends out there~ hehehe

~Pork Chop & Friends~

New members 2 my Pork Chop family..hehez~
Aikz, this had been the pair i wanted to buy since long ago...
n...i received them on valentines day...hahaha~~~
Thanks man~~

Pork Chop & Piggy


Piggy

Pork Chop

Pork Chop & Friends, 8 of them..heheez

Cute, arent they?


This 1...guess wat...he's 15 years old...>.<
hahaha..~~ his eyes cracked jor..>.<...

~KL Trip~

Followed my mum to KL 2 weeks ago..hahahaz.. They went for meeting n i went..holiday-ing..hahaz
Nth much though.. jz went there relax, let my mind rest.. Meet up wif me secondary n primary sch friends, as well as my friend when im in hostel in sunway 2 years ago n her bf..hahaz

Stayed at Cititel Mid Valley..OMG... Hahaha..don like this hotel, but.. nvm la.. got place 2 stay good enuf, shudnt complain so much..>.<


3rd day, met up wif Susan..~ walao... my Primary sch friend, waseh, now then realized that we actually knewed each other for 14 years already~~ hahahaz~ So happy 2 meet her..
Well, yea.. as wat she mentioned in her blog, many of us are facing the same problem.. if not same also similar la.. BUT, don worry, everything tat is over is over, pursuing wat is more important in our life, our future, is more important.. Its better being happy rather than being sad right? hehez~
朋友,我们一起加油哦~~~

here are some random pics taken..hehez


From our room




Sunway Pyramid


hahah~ i like this pic..the key chain i bought..hehez


Haha, i like this... So CUTE!!!
From "Dragon-i"..hehe




酸辣汤拉面, one of my fabourite...duno eaten how many times in this trip..haha


北京烧饼(sth like tat), nice also...hehe


Honeydew sago...


Till here bout the trip then..hehez... nth much though

我并非表面上那么坚强....

跟他分手了几个月了，嗯。。对，几个月了。。 表面上，我也许表现得我很坚强，冷酷无情，冷血，跟朋友嘻嘻哈哈。。。但是我心里，到底是什么感受？没人知道。。。 我什么也不想去想，什么也不想说，就算被人误会，说我冷酷，无情，算了，我也不想再去澄清什么，说多也没用，也免得我生气。

每天，只会找东西给自己做，不让自己有停下来的机会，工作，朋友，学业，统统都挤满了在我的时间表。 有时候，还是会发呆，静静的在心里流浪，在有些夜晚，更会含泪入睡。。。

够了，真的够了，我跟你说，我还是会当你是朋友，请你不要超过那个界线，好吗？我真的不知道我什么时候会崩溃，什么时候会发火。。。 对你发火了那么多次，难到你不懂吗？也不能怪你，你从来都不会懂我说的东西，我想的东西，更不会懂我要什么东西。。。

好啦，不写了。。我也不知道我在写些什么东西。。只是纯粹的在发泄。。