Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Life's Unpredictable..

Life is really unpredictable..
Many things happen recently
well, other things are to be put aside 1st...
coz..
to my dismay, i recieved a news tat a school mate of ours passed away,
this afternoon, he was drown, by the wave?
aih, i dono...
its still very hard 2 accept the fact tat he passed away
although im not really close wif this friend,
but, its still very...very sorry to hear that...

well,
there's much i would wanna say,
but now is not the time, n i don really have the mood to say much more,
jz..
'ah ****, rest in peace..'

a moment of silence for the death of this friend,
and may he rest in peace

life is unpredictable,
aih...

Thursday, November 22, 2007

2nd day in Kuching

wellz, i reached Kuching at around 3.45pm yesterday,
back 2 my lovely hometown..^^
not much changes in Kuching, still the same old Kuching...hehe

argh, its been a long time since the last time i've eaten homecook food,
whoa, dad cooked 'pork leg'...yummy~ thanks mum n dad~
hehe


aih, exam is around the corner, needa buck up, prepare 4 exam..
>.<

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Back 2 Kuching in less than 12 hours

In less than 12 hours, i'll be back to my lovely hometown, Kuching..
well, its nice 2 go back, its really nice back there..
but, exam coming so soon...-_-''..aih..
n, there are also things to be settled..
wat i need 2 do, do my best 4 my exams, settle my stuffs..
"gal, u really need face the reality dy..."
well, its time 4 me 2 face the reality huh..

haha, its 3.38am, my flight back 2 kch is 2pm later,
here i am, still awake... lolz

Saturday, November 17, 2007

4 more days to Kuching

4 more days, and i will be back in Kuching...
2day, jz attended my paper F7 edc, whoa...tiring...like a marathon...
class started from 9am, ended at 7.20pm...-_-''
gonna continue this kind of 'lifestyle' for another 4 more days..
5 days of edc / efc, continuously..9 hours everyday...-_-''
homework given summore...
this is just...tiring...

-_-''
hafta continue with my homework dy
ciaoz~~

Friday, November 16, 2007

MLM?! hah!

For once in my life, im so 'excited', to approach the things i don like..
the 1st thing tat pop up in my mind when im approached -- "yea, good, i'll fire everyone of u later.."
wat, its easier said than done.. i wanna 'shoot' those ppl there, but, considered something, my friends are there, it aint a good thing 2 behave like tat..

My 'hatred' to MLM started since last year? uhuh, last year..hatred or prejudice to tat particular company/group?? i dono..for wat reason, its just too long to be written..its jz too sad to be recalled...

lets just go straight to the point, yesterday, i attended a talk, so called business opportunity talk. eh? haha, as wat i predicted, wat they said during the talk, are wat i had been hearing since last year..hahaha...no difference...-_-''...

ok, their usual routine? after the talk, they bring me around to have a look at their company..end up sitting in a small round table, with 4 chairs...
at 1st, there was only my friend, and another gal, dressed up quite smart (most of them dress smart...too look professional bah, its important to give ppl a good 1st impression i guess?)
showing me the marketing plan, hehe..*i have been fed wif their marketing plan since last year bah, i can even draw back the same thing to u, giving u accurate figures..-_-''*
haha, guess how many ppl actually surrounded me n talked 2 me? got once, it reaches 7 ppl surrounding me, trying 2 feed me with infos..u ask me how many ppl i met totally, i dono..countless...

so many ppl will be wondering, since im tat familiar wif those things, why am i still there, even if i dont like it? well...i jz wanna see, wanna be in that place, to feel, to observe, y ppl tends to involve themselves in it? especially students...
in the talk, when the speaker asked how many of them are students, whoa lao eh, almost all them are students? wat the heck? so many students here *predicted la..but the number is jz....... -_-'''...* no need study ar? so free? so rich? dear students, do u know wat are u actually trying to get involve in?

well, its not tat their marketing plan is not good or they are cheating ppl watsoever...undeniably, their marketing plan is impressive, if its jz to cheat ppl, then how come there are still ppl who actually succeed? for me, in my perspective, there's no such thing as 'PART TIME' in this thingy, it is jz bullcrap! especially for students..
dear students, ask urself, do u really have time for these? u think u no need attend training? no need attend talk? no need spend time socialize? sometimes, even the amount of money u spend 'socializing' will exceed the amount u actually get back...think of it..
how about ur parents side? will they agree? unless u really can cope both sides, if not u better think twice before u make any decisions..

well, its understandable why many ppl, especially young ppl like students get into this, they are jz too 'attractive', ppl inside there do 'brain wash' u until u can 'worship' this thingy *eh, worship..haha...too exaggerate? haha*
if u are not steady enough, u will easily get brain washed...
everyone has their own level of greed, and one of their tactic = targeting a person's greed, psychologically...if u cannot resist it? haha..there u are, from their 'P zai', u become one of their teammate..

another thing tat i don like about them, comparing every profession's income with their income..
hey, there are persons who succeed in their own profession la..wat for comparing?
eh, money aint everything le.. i jz don like it when they actually talk bout buying sport cars, beautiful house, travelling around the world etc.. talking as if they are the only one tat can achieve this, no one elses can achieve it like tat...

well, i think i'd wanna continue my 'complaints' in chinese...*soli la, my engalish not tat good..>.<''*

朋友,没需要那钱来压人啦 (放心啦,我早就被压习惯的,你们的‘战略嘛,用钱压人,诱惑人。。)说什么我的行业basic salary 一个月才多少阿,要多久才可以买到我的梦想车,RX-8啦,一大堆。。拜托,这些,我已经被问到腻了啦。。
那我又请问你们,你们买到了吗? 买到是买到,那你们供的起吗?
如果你们真的是那么本事,外面就不会那么多传言,
不会那么多车商说你们这个月买车,几个月后又拖回来啦对,
你们是有成功的,但是,成功的有几个,
你们前往成功的路途中,你们又放弃了什么,失去了什么?
难道你们的眼里只有钱吗?
说什么‘钱不是万能,但是没钱就万万不能’...

对,没错,我们需要钱,但是赚钱有很多重方法阿,
你们找学生加入你们,
f********e 要 RM2345, b***n 么RM11K++c***t 要RM30K++,又有几个学生付的起?
你们昨天问我,给我6个月时间找5个朋友够不够,
你给我1天的时间,我就可以找到5个朋友了,
找5个朋友不难,找5个有RM2K+ 的不容易,毕竟,我们是学生,
你说,不要先看钱,好,那就不看钱,那时间上呢?
做这些不用花时间吗?不用做maintenance吗?
你带了一个人进来,你还要花时间带着那个人阿。。
不然你带了一个人进来就给他自生自灭? 那你做什么upline啊?
不要害死人啦。。

还那mcD跟你们做比较?哈哈,你别笑死我啦,
你又有看过哪一个人为了吃MCD跟人借钱的?
你又看过哪一个人为了吃MCD而去借高利代的?
你又看过哪一个人为了吃MCD跟父母吵架翻脸的?

还说做人不可以自私?说做这个可以找到钱,好让父母早点退休
,对,你有你的道理,但是,如果我为了这个把我的父母活活气死了,
那不自私吗?这样很孝顺吗?
父母都有自己的烦恼了,给我,我不想在这个时候再给他们添烦恼。。

啊,累了,很多很多好写,要写的话也写不完
我只能说,你们说人家妒忌你们的业绩,他们眼红,才会到处传你们的不好,
你们所谓的‘树大招风’
那我呢,想在这里说‘无风不起浪’

so, dear students, if u really wanted to be involved in this, make sure u can commit urself in it, without neglecting your studies..
there are examples tat succeed, but there are more examples who actually failed..

for those involved, here i wish u guyz all the best n i hope u all will make ur way to success..*i wan see u guyz buying ur dream car n realizing ur dreams also geh..hehe..*
for those who succeed, congratulations...
for those who failed, don be too sad, jz take it as an expensive lesson..
God Bless!

Wats Happening?

Well, too much has been happening lately...too much? Well, jz consider tat its just ups and downs of a person's life..
Suddenly have a feeling of writing something, (well, i had been writing in forums, but since sometimes ago, i stopped...) why??y cant sleep well at nite? too many rubbish in mind? uhuh...everything is in a mess..well, kinda disappointed at myself..
now, its the 11th month im in kl, in sunway...im supposed to be here, studying, but, wat have i done so far? i cant blame things that happened so far for making me cant concentrate in my studies.. If not bcoz of me, things wont happened too..dont point finger at someone elses, as u point, there will be more fingers pointing back at ur own self..*aih, wat 2 do? i dono, im kinda lost n blur now*
Exam is jz around the corner, n there are tonnes of things 2 revise..
Tonnes of things 2 revise? but y am i still here, writing??
*aah..jz wanna find a place 2 pour out those things annoying me in my mind..>.<''*
Mum, Dad, Bro...i'm so so so sorry, u guyz sent me here to study, hoping tat i can study in a better environment..but..this sem, i dono whether i can make it or not..im so so sorry..>.<

living in kl = an eye opener for me..life here aint tat easy *i preferred kuching more..^_^*
but, staying here really let me learnt a lot of things, met a lot of ppl..
will i continue staying in kl? for how much longer? well...i dono...